FADE AWAY

a million or more i thought about you
the years of tears and laughter, things we used to do
are memories that brings out rainy day
you touch my life in very special way

i remember the way we used to talk
we scream, we shout with crazy look
we share everything, secrets and pain
all just in my memory remain

i'm tryin' to live without you
believing i can do something new
hoping to move on a lot easier
fighting against my fears

wishing to hold you once again
the way this hand touch my pen
as tip engraved the sadness
my heart spelled out loneliness

you never said GOODBYE, just fadeway
i wish i could ask you to stay
but i know it wasn't right, too selfish
and i need to let go of this


...a poem for my late bestfriend