Paroxysm

i just want to shout just beneath your ear..

to remind how painful the voice of distress catastrophe
let go of aggravate doom and give the hint of rampant fear
listen to my raging silence cause it demands for your agony!!

and if your ear failed to recognized my curse

i let your sixth sense feel my sentiment
and let your soul satisfied for torture thirst
every drop of my blood will witness for your bereavement

stitches and burns will be my evidence
for my existence will be your grieve
Exult for your luck is in time
but don't so persuaded,ominous karma be retrieved

uncertain

unleashed.reveal my pain.let the darkness cover me.

Staring nowhere
Suddenly
Saw your face just in front of mine
Skeptical. Frozen cold by that stare

Swallowed the smoke, almost choked
Wear a weirdest grin ever
To fool you that it was just nothing.

A warm hello was finally said
Whew, I stammered
Lucky I am, you didn't noticed
I can’t breathe
my minds loosing grip
Lucky I am,but I can't handle this.

We started a conversation
That will end up nowhere but
Silence

My minds lucid
My heartbeats racing
Perfect, I acted normal.

Didn't you notice that, I’m tryin' to be normal
Screwed up
In regret I am now.

april 21 08