uncertain

unleashed.reveal my pain.let the darkness cover me.

Staring nowhere
Suddenly
Saw your face just in front of mine
Skeptical. Frozen cold by that stare

Swallowed the smoke, almost choked
Wear a weirdest grin ever
To fool you that it was just nothing.

A warm hello was finally said
Whew, I stammered
Lucky I am, you didn't noticed
I can’t breathe
my minds loosing grip
Lucky I am,but I can't handle this.

We started a conversation
That will end up nowhere but
Silence

My minds lucid
My heartbeats racing
Perfect, I acted normal.

Didn't you notice that, I’m tryin' to be normal
Screwed up
In regret I am now.

april 21 08