Love Bug

I feel you sub-zero
The look in your eyes like evil pro
When I beg from you
You refused, while I'm in state subdue

it's a little too late
Until I lost my faith
I've got too much to fake
while you're too bitter to take

Every beat, every street
Those memory lanes I missed
Every hit on the back seat
Were my pledge ticket to retreat

My feverish in motion
My heart rate recursion
I QUIT  you, I'll buy you rocket
Erase you, press delete play cricket.

*inspired by mai

Worry Not

Feb 18 '09

Just when you know you wanted to handle things plain and simple,
the situation and people correlates around you seems complicate everything..
while you sought to make others happy then abruptly you hurt them maybe involuntary
but still you’ve created pain.

Don’t worry the bottom line is because you care


Unexpectedly it turns out the other way around.
Unexpectedly you made a mistake.

Don’t worry we’re all not perfect.


Just when you assume you already gave your finest shot
But still not enough
And so you feel worned out, has nothing to give.
Has nothing to prove, a total loser.

Don’t worry, God has a plan

Everything has reason, still try.
And when you anticipated being just real
But afterward you found out it’s a big piece of phony shit.
Feeling intimidated, feeling gibberish.

Worry Not, you’re worthy enough to be needed by others.