faint-hearted

Rain came rushing outside my window

With the wind blowing so slow

Wondering what lies within me

When I buried it inside deeply

I wasn't brave enough to let it go

I'm so scared for my secret hallow

So many reasons

Thousand of question
One by one they crosses inside my mind

That flew me away far behind

Every drop my tears, crying it out loud

but I wasn't brave enough to reveal the sound d
I blew it, spread it in the air

So you can breathe me, 'cause I care

I'm not brave enough to say it with all my might

I wasn't brave enough, i refuse to fight...

I Remember you, Wen

Remember

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

Christina Georgina Rossetti

FADE AWAY

a million or more i thought about you
the years of tears and laughter, things we used to do
are memories that brings out rainy day
you touch my life in very special way

i remember the way we used to talk
we scream, we shout with crazy look
we share everything, secrets and pain
all just in my memory remain

i'm tryin' to live without you
believing i can do something new
hoping to move on a lot easier
fighting against my fears

wishing to hold you once again
the way this hand touch my pen
as tip engraved the sadness
my heart spelled out loneliness

you never said GOODBYE, just fadeway
i wish i could ask you to stay
but i know it wasn't right, too selfish
and i need to let go of this


...a poem for my late bestfriend